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Lifeguarding Season II: 50 miles logged
I logged 50 miles this off-season, and learned a lot from the old ladies with the red lipstick, swim caps, and industrial-strength swimsuits

emilee mae
Mar 12, 20244 min read
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Remember what it's like? To live without pain?
Grief is like a sharp rock that one holds, it becomes less sharp over time-- but it remains heavy. This is my Letter from Love today.

emilee mae
Feb 23, 20244 min read
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2023 in review- condos, sharks, lifeguards, and love
2023 brought the love that conquers all.

emilee mae
Dec 30, 20235 min read
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Finding Sea to Summit Love
As a young girl, I often got lost in dream states. Rarely was I dreaming of my wedding or finding the Love of My Life. I was dreaming of...

emilee mae
Dec 1, 20234 min read
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Speaking Directly to Anxiety (Dr. Russell Kennedy's book)
"Anxiety Rx" book in review and how it helped me work through trauma and inner child healing.

emilee mae
Aug 21, 20233 min read
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5 Things My Mother did that Helped Me Be "Unapologetically Emilee"
I was always a little "different." Thank you, Mama Jayne, for the ways you fostered my creativity and allowed me to be me. I love you.

emilee mae
May 14, 20233 min read
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Is your mental health worth a pay cut?
One month after publishing my book, I was told by my employer that I wasn't a talented editor or writer. I called my publisher...

emilee mae
May 5, 20234 min read
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Why do I post less on social media when I'm happy?
When I’m happy, I tend to use social media less. When I’m unhappy, I tend to use social media more...

emilee mae
Mar 27, 20233 min read
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once you've tasted bitterness
once you've tasted how bitter this world can be

emilee mae
Mar 12, 20231 min read
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fearless by 50 (steal like an artist)
When I turned 26, some ages ago, I took hold of a concept I read in a book called Steal Like an Artist. The book, written by Austin...

emilee mae
Mar 2, 20233 min read
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x3 - a written word
a written word for the brilliant manipulator

emilee mae
Feb 19, 20231 min read
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The Unbroken - a poem
There is a brokenness out of which comes the unbroken

emilee mae
Feb 7, 20231 min read
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the girl with the teardrop tattoos
She walked in with a shoulder lean. Her confidence was magnetic, and, for some reason, she stuck right by me. And then, she was just-- gone.

emilee mae
Jan 5, 20233 min read
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paintballs & bulletproof vests (happy 2023)
New Year, same paintball course but with better gear.

emilee mae
Jan 1, 20232 min read
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To Write a Review: START HERE
For the first time, in maybe ever, I sat with a blank page in front of me. The cursor blinking, waiting… on me. To do something, to say...

emilee mae
Dec 17, 20221 min read
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It's me, hi, I'm the problem - it's me
The problem is actually Ticketmaster, but we don't need to discuss that right now. Yesterday, November 18, 2022, I released my memoir...

emilee mae
Nov 19, 20223 min read
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men when they order things at restaurants
just watch them.

emilee mae
Oct 21, 20223 min read
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Crashing Crescendo
Nothing makes me feel deeper than modern piano. When I'm home alone, I listen to the piano. I never learned to play myself, but there's a...

emilee mae
Oct 13, 20222 min read
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I dreamt of you last night.
I dreamt of you last night. In the dream, a friend was having people over, and they all had their people with them—their closest people....

emilee mae
Sep 28, 20221 min read
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My First Experience on a Dating App (Bumble)
My relationship here in PCB fell to shambles. A million tiny shards of self-reflective glass pieces displaying a shattered reflection and...

emilee mae
Sep 24, 20224 min read
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